8 weeks...

Yesterday (Oct 29th) wasn't one of those relaxing Saturday mornings that makes weekends the best. Instead, Savvy woke at 7:30 and was in our bed with us. Skyler was trying to sleep and ignore the fact that he was going to have to go to work in an hour or so despite having worked until after 1 am on a Friday night. And to top it off I was laying in bed with a cold rag on my head feeling especially sick. I was contemplating whether or not it was worth it to get up and vomit or just take deep breaths in bed. It wasn't a pretty picture, no words were exchanged, but it was quite obvious that we were not welcoming the new day.

I was trying to find my happy place and count my blessings that I have been feeling sick and will likely get to carry this baby to term (miscarried in April), but it was taking some serious effort. Then my sweet Savannah reminded me why motherhood is the best job in the world. Despite the dark hotel room she could see that I wasn't feeling well and without a word she began to stroke my head and back. She just brushed her gentle hands along my face and brushed through my hair with her fingers and even rubbed my ears. After a few minutes she gave me a sweet eskimo kiss and pressed her face to mine as she said "Alright, Mama." I shed a few tears at the sweet reminder that my babies are completely worth any discomfort. Our Savannah is truly a choice child and has been the greatest blessing to our home. We will be overjoyed to welcome another baby to our family and see Savvy blossom as a big sister. So here is to more days and nights of nausea and many more nights of poor sleep just so I can love these little babies forever and ever. I am one lucky lady.

(this will not post until we are celebrating the second trimester)

Savvy-sue...

Our baby is suddenly a big girl. I know I say this all the time but I just can't believe how much she is learning and how capable she is to do anything she sets her mind to. And she's only two. What will I do when she heads to kindergarten, junior high, college...I don't even want to think about it!

Here's a bit of the latest:

Savvy-sue is still an awesome little helper. She wants to be by my side at all times when there is a project happening. She especially loves baking, making the bed, and sweeping.

She sings and dances all the time. She even plays her little piano and sings simultaneously.

She talks non-stop. Seriously. She can say anything and I usually understand her. However, there are moments when Sky and I look at each other and laugh with looks on our faces cause she is so serious and focused and we have to play the question game to figure out what she means. This usually happens when she uses a new word that we haven't heard her say before.

She loves Word World. Loves it! She gets up and dances each time they "build a word" I still struggle with guilt when she wants to watch TV, but there are worse things, right?

She LOVES to hop.

She loves to be outside. We took her for her first camping trip in August. She is always thrilled to go for a walk or hike.

She understands the concept of buying things. She wanted to read a gorilla book after we heard one at the library. When I told her we don't have one she replied, "buy illa book!" Yup. We are in trouble. She especially loves to buy shoes.

Savvy is still our sweet tender heart. She loves to give hugs and kisses. She gets so worried when other children cry or are in trouble.

She has made loads of friends. She loves her friends from our ward here. She even got to go on a couple play dates with Macie while she was in town. For a few days after Macie left Savvy said "Oh no, nice Macie fly this way Savvy!"

She has to make sure everyone has a portion of each thing being used. We all need ranch on our plates or shoes on our feet.

Savvy loves to paint with watercolors and color with crayons. She likes to do swirls and then exclaims "S! For Savvy."

She is no longer afraid of the swings or slide!

She has learned to pray. She repeats words after us, but has even started to interject her own ideas. She is very good to always say "bess daddy be s-afe" Translation: bless daddy be safe. Last night as Skyler left for a meeting she said "-ight back, afe daddy" (Right back, safe Daddy).

I held the newborn baby of a friend yesterday and couldn't believe how big my own baby was when I came home. My baby girl used to be that little and now she is big enough to do her own thing, but luckily not too big to know I'm not really the coolest person in the world. Oh how I love our sweet daughter. She makes motherhood the best job in the world!

Good Fortune...

Let me begin by saying that I am not superstitious. I'm not. And that's the truth.

Now to the story...

On June 4, 2011 we decided to go to dinner at an Asian restaurant and use a free Groupon I received. It was nothing special, but I didn't feel like making dinner and I didn't want to break the bank just because I was feeling lazy. Skyler and I were both feeling a bit discouraged about the status of our lives at the time. We weren't getting anywhere amazing with job leads and a New York firm, which will remain nameless unless you ask us and then we will freely tell you, had just been punks and retracted an offer to interview Skyler because he was too qualified and therefore too expensive. Pooh-on-you! We don't want NYC anways! Anyway, you get the idea. It wasn't a total pity-party, but close. Okay, it probably was a pity party.

We spent the meal discussing what in the world this all meant. We want NYC. Skyler is incredibly qualified and has a ton to offer to a firm, especially one known for their bankruptcy work. And if NYC isn't right, what is right? The firms we have been interested in weren't moving forward and we were running out of patience. Oh yeah, and my biggest question, "Why in the world are we in SLC?!" Not that I don't like it here, but 3 years previously we had turned it down because NYC was right. So what's up?

Then we opened our fortune cookies.

Mine reads, "You will discover the truth in time."

::BOOM::

Okay, I'm listening. I joke and say, "My next one will say 'In two weeks time...'' and I open my next cookie

"You will discover the truth in time."

Fine, don't give me a timeline.

Skyler proceeds to open his, "Remember three months from this date! Your lucky star is shining."

We laugh.

I open my third cookie (the waitress was generous).

"Don't underestimate yourself. Your social skills are needed by others at this time."

Wow. Okay. I get it. I'll stop wondering what is in it for me.

Skyler opens his next cookie.

"You will soon be crossing desert sands for fun vacation."

Pretty typical fortune, but I like trips.

Then Sky's last cookie.

"Your next business venture will be very profitable."

Awesome! We like the sound of that.

Now I know fortune cookies are a pretty random place to look for guidance, but this struck me for some reason. We both had a good laugh and it helped change my mood for a few weeks. I stressed a little less about what to do next in our lives and enjoyed what we have a little more. I also came home and taped the fortunes to a piece of paper as a reminder and to see if anything happened in three months time. Here is a recap:

First of July Skyler gets a job interview in Seattle with a firm that we love. The kind of firm we wanted after 3-5 years in NYC. The kind of firm where he can make partner and I would be sane by the end of it all. We are super excited as this is his second interview with this firm, the first being one year previous in their Portland office. A few firms get wind that Skyler will be coming to Seattle and schedule to interview him during his visit. The SLC firms we have liked start to get back to us and schedule interviews. Things are finally moving!!!

Life starts to get busy and interviews seem to be happening regularly, but firms are never as quick to respond as I would like. Some firms come back with "no-go" responses. It is getting down to the wire when Skyler needs to renew at the court or not.

The first of August, the firm we love contacts Skyler and sets up a third interview, this time back in Portland. This is looking good. But what about the other firms we are still waiting to get word from? Should we live in PDX or SLC?

September 1st Skyler gets the offer we want. The next week we get word from the other firms that they want Sky but can't move forward because work is too slow for their other attorneys. We have our answer. We accepted the offer September 7th.

Remember the fortune cookies? Yeah, that was June 4th. September 1st we get the offer we wanted and by a few days later we know we will be accepting the job with the firm we love. Isn't it great when life comes together?

We are thrilled to be moving to Portland to join Lane Powell and that we will be making a home where we know the Lord wants us to be. This has been a crazy ride. Skyler has worked incredibly hard to get to this point. And I am so grateful that the Lord has heard our many prayers over the years and hasn't left us wondering why, irrespective of what our fortune cookies may say.

Education Week...

Skyler and Savvy bought me a pass for BYU Education Week as my Mother's Day gift this year. While I was at BYU for my undergrad my roommates and I used to always scheme that we would go to Education Week together someday. Though this year didn't work for everyone I hope we can all go soon. It was absolutely worth the time and money in every way.

I loved BYU as a student and hope all of our children decide to attend BYU for their undergraduate degrees as well. We are starting early, Sky sings the fight song to Savvy and I have taught Savvy to do the "cheerleader" B-Y-U. I believe education is incredibly important and that understanding and building a testimony of one's religion is paramount, but combining the two is absolutely invaluable. When I went to the Y I had an idea of what I wanted my life to look like but it is there that I decided who I wanted to be when I grow up. And though I have faults and want to be better in many ways, I don't think I've had a terribly rough start.

I came back from each day of education week (I'm too new at motherhood to leave my baby for a week, yes, I know, she is two-years-old) thrilled with who I am and the roles I fill as a wife and mother. I am also determined to change a few things in my life. For example, I will still read, but I won't just read quick books to entertain, I will increase my knowledge by reading more classics and studying more academic books. I will try to step out of my comfort zone and share my talents a bit more (this one will take a bit of time). I am an educated woman and I can be of service to a lot of people in more ways than babysitting alone. And most of all, I will listen more carefully for the voice of the Spirit. It is amazing what I can be told when I take time to listen and how it always impacts my family for the better.

So, ladies (non-exclusive to BYU friends), save your money and let's go soon!

Mayhem...

You know the Allstate Mayhem commercial where the tree falls on the car? Yeah, that's pretty much what happened to the Mazda.

We woke to a phone call at 6:30 in the morning on Monday August 15th. All I could hear was Skyler's side of the conversation which sounded something like this "Wow"..."WOW!" Needless to say I was quite curious. Our landlord had called to say that it was dark when he left for work but he could see that a tree had fallen on our car. We rushed outside to see the damage. All we could do was laugh and repeat Skyler's words from the phone call. Savvy said it best when she saw it, "Uh oh, tree!"

Luckily our insurance company, GEICO, was very helpful and generous so we were able to get the damage assessed and the settlement money quickly enough to buy a car on Friday. Thank you GEICO, we will continue to laugh and love your commercials!

Goodbye dear Mazda. We appreciated your gracious service to us and Skyler still misses you ;)

Seattle...

July 6th-11th we spent time in Washington for Skyler to do some job interviews in Seattle. We had a blast playing along the waterfront and soaking in the sea air. I'm quite certain I belong along the water and Savvy's love of it all made it all the more clear that she is my girl.

The firm spoiled us with a night at a fancy hotel. I must admit that hotels are one of my favorite things when it comes to traveling. Savvy loved the leopard print robes and called them "ah, ah, ah obes." Translation: monkey robes. It was hilarious! We couldn't stop laughing. She insisted on wearing the robe all evening and morning. It was no bother at all the the robe was an adult XL size. Love our silly girl!

It is always fun when the hotel staff are sweet!

The gal at the front desk gave Savvy a stuffed animal as well.

Savvy sure is a lovable little girl.

Savvy rode the merry-go-round for the first time ever because she was so excited to see the horses. Turns out she only likes to see them. She was mortified and wouldn't get on until Skyler sat down with her on his lap and even then she wasn't terribly thrilled.

Savvy at the end of the ride laughing at the whole idea of sitting on a horse.

I had recently read the book "Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet" so I took advantage of the opportunity to go and see the Panama Hotel. The book is fabulous and seeing some of the sites was interesting. I wish our society didn't shun from learning from recent history. There have been horrible things in the world, but maybe if we didn't hide our mistakes so readily we would be able to teach our children how to learn from them and thus allow our children to avoid making the same mistakes on their own.

Present for Savvy...

We try to find one big gift for Savvy from us for her birthday and this year we settled on a table and chairs. We worked through a lot of ideas and then luckily I found a cheap set being sold by a gal on craigslist, so I quickly got to work. Best of all, I love giving her something that I have spent some of my own time working on and hope she will appreciate it for the effort as she gets older.

I love a great refinishing project! Someday in the future I hope to have my own project shed...far far in the future. :) This time I just had fun buying my own tarp and some sanding tools.